UGLY. That’s how i feel. Not in the “oh, i just don’t feel pretty today” kind of way… but in the “I’M A TERRIBLE HUMAN BEING WITH AN UGLY SOUL” kind of way.
That’s pretty much how i feel every time i get angry about something. I know it’s a human emotion and i know everyone is effected by it, but ANGER is not something i really know how to deal with. What’s the acceptable way to express anger? Punching? Biting? Arson? All of those sound like they take a LOT of effort. How about blogging? Is blogging a good way to deal with anger? I feel as though i’ve tried that before and it only resulted in making OTHERS angry.
I’m spending tomorrow at the Carolina Renaissance Festival. I find it impossible to be angry while hanging out with smelly hippies who are totally in their element. I’m gonna drink Woodchuck from the tap and eat some soup in a bread bowl… all before noon. I even fashioned myself a new bodice from a vest i bought at Value Village and will be accompanied by a dashing young prince dressed as a dragon.
It’s gonna be a great day.
So…. did we completely rule out arson????